okay, i know that it has been a long time since i updated my blog :) well, here i am, updating my blog :D haha. today is 30th of august 2011, and today is the first day of hari raya aidilfitri + our one month anniversary :3 i'm kinda happy, well, without the kinda :D haha. because we managed to stay together without fighting for one month :3 coool kan? ikr? xD hope we'll stay like this forever ;) haha jangan jealous :P LOL. btw, on ramadhan month, we have been breaking fast together for quite a lot of times :D so, yeaaahhh :) actually, i have no idea what to post right now -.- sorry ladies and gentlemen ;D and actually, me don't feel kinda okay right now :/ haihh. life is hard, no matter what, we still have to accept it -.- so, me wanna wish y'all a SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN ;)

P/S : please forgive me for my wrong doings towards y'all :'( me didn't mean to do all those things to y'all :'( haha thanks aite ;)

My life has never been peaceful at all -.- SUMPAH PICHANG GILA -.- why do I always get the blames? Semua org ta boleh na tgk aku hidup senang eh? Kalau mcm tu, susah lah hidup -.- I can't stand this anymore. My life sucks. God, may I suicide? D:

Yours truly, D
Kthanksbye -.- haihh

You wanna know something? :D td pg jumpa IM dkt R&K sate, tolong dia buat something for the elections for the prefects :) and kebetulan, aku pakai baju IRON MAIDEN :3 get it? Izzah Murad + Iron Maiden = IM :3 hee

Kdahdiam :D
Meloveyougedik :*

I don't want to say much, but all I want to say is, i'm feeling kinda different :\

Kthanksbye :\

A little expressions from my feelings -.-

You were always right and i'm always wrong -.- i'm the only one who has to take blames? -.- you want it so badly? K, TAKE IT :) I don't need it anyway -.- go die BIATCH -.-

Kthanksbye

Like seriously, I hate my freaking life, I hate my fucking self -.- my life sucks, why does this always happens to me? :\ i'm no good -.- why do I always get so many problems? Like seriously, I hate my fucking life -.-

Kthanksbye

Okay, here what's going on, she's not in the mood. WHY?! D: is something wrong? Are you okay? Who made you like this? Have I done something bad to you? But, she told me that it has nothing to do with me :\ so what's up? D: okay, i'm starting to get worried now D: you go and peace up your mind for a while, okay girl? :( i'll wait for you, even if I have to wait forever ;) i'll always be there for you, aite? :3

Yours truly, D :*
*meloveyousodamnfreakingmuchboo :*

Everyday I kept wondering, "am I good enough for you?" but now I realized, "hey, nobody's perfect" so i'm not gonna give up. I'll try my best to be the perfect one for you :* you've made my day baby, like everyday :* you're the key to my survival, I can't lose you :3

Kthanksforreading :D

Hello earth-lings!

I can't sleep D: I feel like, i'm active and there's no sleepyness in me :D LOL maybe because after I got back from jogging with Amir Hasyim, i've been sleeping all day long :D cool, I know right? :D hahha. So now I can't sleep :( but I can't wait for sunway pyramid :3 hee. That's all I guess? I'm off to play video games :D lol

I'll always be there for you :*

good morning :)

okay, i didn't sleep. i stayed up until now, skype-ing with her while helping her with her math's hw :) damn she's CUTE :3 LOL btw, on monday, mama and i are gonna pick her up at her house and sends us to sunway pyramid :3 hee. and today i'll be going jogging with amir hasyim :) but the worst part is, i've done something terrible towards her and now, i couldn't forgive myself for doing that :\ WHY DID I EVER DONE THAT?! -.-" urgghhhh -.- off to shower and pray :\

*i'msosososorrybabygirl :\ forgive me will you?
*meloveyoumorethanyoucouldeverimagineandmorethaninfinity :*

westlife - uptown girl :3

incomplete :)

"Incomplete"

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I'd try to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I'd try to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Incomplete 

friday :)

Good day ladies and gentlemens :)

okay, i've picked my sis from UiTM and now i've reached home safely. but my mom and sis went to buy my sis's stuff :) okay, it's a funny story actually, it happened while people were at the mosque doing friday prayers, while we were otw back from kampar to KL, mama accidentally hit a boy at the age of 15 liddat, while he was riding a motorcycle. IT WASN'T MY MOM'S FAULT -.-" that boy came out from nowhere, and while my mom tried to avoid, the boy moves his motor infront of us -.-" *why you so dumb, boy? -.- my mom stopped the car in a shocked condition :O luckily we're okay. i looked back to see if the boy was okay, but he ran away leaving the motorcycle lying on the road -.-" *why did he leave the motorcycle? :O *dia lari lintang pukang okay xD HAHHA. my mom got out from the to see if the boy were okay, but he ran off -.-" and i felt suspicious about that. so i got out from the car, move the motor to the side so the cars at the back could move on. after the people had done with friday prayers, some guy came to my mom and asked what is his motorcycle doing at the side of the road, and my mom told him that she hit that motorcycle and she thought it was the boy's :O and i knew it, the boy was trying to steal the motorcycle but we managed to stop him :) THANKS TO ALLAH :) well, that's all for today :)

P/S : everything happens for a reason :)

Goodmorning :D

Goodmorning peeps! :D okay, today's the first day I woke up early during school holidays. I woke up by myself okay :D i'm so proud of myself :3 LOL okay, now that i've already showered, wore clothes, i'm sitting on the sofa waiting for my mom to get ready -.- 8am sharp, my mom and I are gonna pick my sister up at UITM tapah, ipoh perak for the weekend :) god I miss the laptop :3 hahha. And I called IM right after I woke up, she sounded different :O it's because it wasn't her -.- it was her friend, fazlyn xD oh god, I missed IM :( goodluck with your cheercamp! Ily :*

Yours truly, AMIR D

SKATE :D

SKATES :3 i'm trying to save up my money to buy racing bike and skateboard :3 but maybe i'll buy the skateboard after raya, yeah, this raya :3 then i could go skating with my bestbudd :D *baru belajar sikit jee :D LOL

well, that's it for today ;D takecare aite? :D

:*

GIRL, I MEAN IT :* love yah ;D hee

FTW?! -.-"

okay, as I was in the cinema just nw, I got a txt message from my friend. And this is what she sent "haha I know lah Barney :P Okay, dah update bgtahu i. And pass me the link sekali hihi. Dia tak reply pun lah awak, biar jelah." were you trying to piss me off or what? C'mon lah, this is soooo immature -.- I ta pernah na talk behind you, and you na talk behind me? Who's the person that was supposed to received the txt? Let me guess, A.H? Berkomplot nampak? Then you na ckp yg my attitude has changed? Pfft -.- korang na tgk aku mengamuk tiba tiba ke? Before this, korang ta pernah lg tgk aku marah, touching bagai mcm mana tau. Don't dare me. Please, i've respect y'all, I should be respect back -.- sorry if i'm wrong, but the txt tu mcm, korang talked about me -.-

Good day -.-

1st JUNE 2011

Goodmorning :D okay, last night I slept without saying goodnight to her :O and I was like, OHMYGOD :O but she accepted my apologies :) thanks boo :3 btw, goodluck with your cheer camp aite :3 i'll be missing you :*

yours truly, D :3

31st may 2011 :3

Okay, today was the happiest day of my life :3 today is the second day I went out with IM and her mom. But this time, she brought her lil bro along :3 they picked me up at McDonald setiawangsa, and went straight to KLCC :3 while i'm in the car, I felt akward -.- because i'm like, menyusahkan her mom :( and I don't like that. Then when we've reached the parking lot, her mom and lil bro went up by elavator while we went up by stairs xD it was fun though :3 and safely reached the cinema :D we bought the movie tickets, we bought the diary of a wimpy kid's movie while her mom and lil bro bought kungfu panda 2 :D after buying the ticket, we went seperate ways, IM and I went to kinokuniya to search for crossword books, but we couldn't find it -.- then, we went back to the cinema, bought the popcorn and drinks, and watched the movie :D the movie was great and funny :D then we had lunch together with her mom and bro. Went back to kinokuniya, she bought a novel, her lil bro bought b starwars lego book xD hahaha. And they sent me home :3 awwwww, so sweet :3 but before I went out the car, I tried whispered to her, I said "iloveyou" :D then when they've drove off, I texted her, and she said that her mom heard what I whispered to her :3 and I was like, OHMYGOOOOOD XD malu kayyy -.- but her mom didn't mind :3 IM! Your mom is awesomeeeee xD hahaha.

That's all for today :3 thanks for reading, bah-bye :D *missing you :3

NYD (28th may 2011) :D

OEMGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! it was the best day of my life :3 thanks to her, i'll never forget that day :3

BAH-BYE! xD lol