time to stand up for myself :)

okay, listen up peeps! it's time. for what? for me to stand up for myself ;) hell yeah :D for so long i've been keeping this away to myself. but have y'all ever realized how hurt i am? -.- i've many problems okay -.- at home with family, at school with friends, out there, with someone else -.- can't i get some rest or peace my mind up for a while? -.- i'm a human being just like Y'ALL too -.- urghh! sometimes, i felt like suicide is the only way to solve all my problems, but, i'm not STUPID. because i know that, suicide is a sin. and i don't want to commit sin -.- i'm tired of doing things for y'all but y'all didn't appreciate it -.- stop bossing me around. stop telling me what to do, when to do. because i'm tired of being told -.- if y'all want me to succeed in my life, for my future, please, for once, stop telling me to do that, do this, and let me focus on my studies. otak kusut tahu? yes, i know that y'all at home didn't see me studying whatever. but in school? i'm trying my best, i focused on my studies. i asked whenever i don't understand, i discuss it with the teachers and my friends. yeah i know i got a G for my math, but it's just the beginning of the exam -.- not all students can get STRAIGHT A's on their first examination of the year -.- besides, i've just learned those new chapters anyway. i'll do better next time, i PROMISE. you guys shouldn't be worrying much you know -.- because i'm a guy with BRAINS :D actually, there's a lot i want to say. but i'm tired of expressing my feelings -.- because nobody will listen to it -.- i'll be left behind, always -.- i'm not perfect, and so do you :) thanks KBYE